Lo and behold, you've found my Gundam Wing fanfiction! Hope you enjoy my poetry and stories. Please tell me if you like anything in particular, ne? Oh yeah, and most, if not all, of my stuff is yaoi. Soo, if you don't like it, spare yourself and find a way out - don't whine to me and expect me to care. 'k? ^_~Disclaimer: This is bad for my self-esteem so I'll just say once... ::steels herself:: I... I... I don't own Gundam Wing! ::sobs:: Gundam Wing is the property of B-b-bandai and Sunrise and whatever else it is that owns them, and all the more power to them I say. The original portion of the stuff here is fully *my* creative property and if any of it is plagiarized, my friends and I will come after you with blunt hedge clippers and the righteous wrath of the GW yaoi fan-community.
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scribble news:
My poem Every Nameless Soldier won the Nanashi Fanfiction Contest award for Best Poem! ::shriek:: Holy crap, this sure made my day bright! ARIGATOU! ~hugs the award~ Mine mine mine. WAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII~~!!!!
March 24, 2002
Two new poems: just a tad bitter and The Platonists' War: AC 195!
Fourth part of A Darker Shade Than Black is now up! It will probably be subjected to numerous revisions, though. I just thought I'd keep you guys happy. It's long...
Coming up: A nice, long, completed multi-parter. I'll say this: it's about 82 pages, Times New Roman size 12 font, in Microsoft Word, and it's a 6X2, dedicated to the darlings of the 6X2ML.
Go to: Darker Shade Than BlackWarnings: AU, will be 2X1, will be 3X4. Subject matter is, to say the least, uncomfortable.
Rated: R.
My twisted Alternate Universe piece of series fanfiction. The Gboys are civilians in a world oppressed by the Federation. Duo has survived for years on the money his beautiful body has given him; but this is but a cover, and a man known only as Dr G has trained him as a skilled and thorough assassin, a job which involves him chin-deep in the political intrigues of the day. Heero is... seriously fucked up. (Read fic for details.) Trowa lives with his guardian Catherine, who found him after he ran away from a merc corps; Quatre's next in line to become the owner of the Winner billions, and because of the well-known Winner pacifism, also makes a lovely target for immediate elimination. And Wufei is a proud and aloof scholar, trying to come to grips with his wife and his uncertain future.
Updates: Part 4 is up!
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4
Love the Rain by Meiran Chang
Warnings: 3+4 shonen ai, angst, hazardous amounts of sap, possible OOC
Rated: PG
Summary: Trowa's sent Quatre to the hospital in a fearfilled reaction to the word "love." Now what does Quatre feel? And will Trowa ever be able to be near him again?
Dead Angels by Meiran Chang
Rated: PG13 (I used the word "damn" about forty times in one sentence in here ^-^)
Warnings: 3 minus 4 deathfic, some 1+2 shonen ai, angst, no happy ending
Summary: Once Quatre dies, Trowa's mind goes around and around in endless circles, not knowing what to do. Is there any way he can possibly deal with his grief?
Only Fourteen by Meiran Chang
Warnings: much thoughtfulness, Wufei/Meiran, bittersweet, character study
Rated: PG (*shrug*)
Summary: Just Wufei's thoughts about what Meiran meant to him, and how Meiran influenced his state of mind. Inspired by a convo on gw-fan.
HalcyonWarnings: Possible Heero-OOC, angst on the part of Duo, I'm planning to continue it but I don't know how soon... oh yeah, and it's 1+2 shonen-ai... ^-^
Rated: PG (C'mon, "damn" is such a weenie cuss word!)
Summary: Duo's not at all happy with what Heero's done to him, and he just doesn't want to give any more chances. Unfortunately, Duo happens to be in love with Heero... yet hates him now more than anything... BTW, this is Heero-POV. ^-^ Please excuse my terrible summary and read the fic anyway! ^_^;;
As They Come
Warnings: 3+4 shonen-ai, total and complete fluff, serious n' sweet lil piece, though you might hafta be in the mood for it
Rated: G
Summary: Trowa watches the sunrise... alone?
Why by Meiran Chang
Warnings: haunted Duo, er, ficlet?
Rated: PG13 (imagery)
Summary: This began as a poem and changed into a contemplative and eerie present-tense ficlet. Duo is haunted by the ghosts of the people he's killed, who plague him relentlessly for answers he simply doesn't have. The only thing he can do is laugh and carry on ... somehow.
Sunset
Warnings: Extreme Zechs angst.
Rated: PG
Summary: A run-through of Zechs' thoughts in that scene where he's in the bar and it's snowing outside. He's somewhere in Europe, just sitting and staring into a cup of coffee. It's right after Sank has fallen for the second time (gee, THANKS TONS, Relena Dorklian) and Zechs just got wind of it. I cried during this scene, I honestly did... I could just *feel* what this had done to Zechs. This is right before Quinze (i.e. Toothpick Legs 0_o) comes in and asks him if he's Zechs Marquise or Ambassador Peacecraft, and Zechs tells him that he's got the wrong guy.
Those Eyes Were Killer
Warnings: It'll make your fingers hurt. Doctor-sympathetic.
Rated: PG13
Summary: Dr. J had a reason for doing what he did to Heero. And in a speech to the colonists after the wars are over and done with, and after peace has been won, he gives that reason.
Poetry:Scarlet WaterfallWarnings: odd, bloody-type Zechs poem
Rated: PG13 (mucho bloodiness)
Summary: What I thought were Zechs' reasonings during his period of ruling White Fang. And, er, it has quite the metaphor.
The Endless Journey
Warnings: Wufei/Meiran, metaphorical poem
Rated: G
Summary: ::sweatdrop:: Well ... as Wufei tries to reach his ideal of justice and falls, it's the spirit and memory of his dead wife who helps him. ::Lucy the Muse moos in agony at the terrible summary::
uchuu no kokoro
Warnings: bloody Quatre poem
Rated: PG/R (the interpretation goes any way you want it to)
Summary: This is my personal favorite. It was actually inspired by a picture of angel-winged Quatre with both hands pressed to his chest, with blood oozing out from between his hands. However, I had bonne inform me that it seemed to be one of the most sexually explicit poems she had ever read. ::slow wicked grin:: *heh* I like that. The interpretation is all up to you, gentle reader.
HOSHIKUZU
Warnings: A love poem very much intended to be 3x4.
Rated: PG
Summary: The two sides of Trowa; one that wants to treat Quatre like spun glass, like a small child... and then the side that Quatre gently guides. It's sorta like a poem-within-a-poem.
Angel-child
Warnings: A 4x3 poem. Extremely sad; some angst.
Rated: PG (little children may cry)
Summary: Does minna remember that scene after ZSQ blew Trowa up? Quatre was in the Sank Kingdom, and he was playing this very melancholy and sad music on the piano. Remember, Noin dropped by to ask about it? Well, I read into this scene, and inspired by my spiffo new MIDI, I wrote a poem about Quatre's guilt during this time.
The Death Bell
Warnings: 2x1 poem. Dark Duo! DA~RK, demon Duo.
Rated: PG13 (pain, violence, deprecation)
Summary: Duo savagely explains himself and his actions.
B//lack an//d B//lue
Warnings: Try 1x2, domestic abuse, MAJORLY CONFUSING, and hard to read if you're not using the right kind of font. I'd recommend standing a little bit away from the screen. ^_~ are ya up to the challenge?
Rated: PG13 (hello, it's an abuse poem)
Summary: In a relationship based on love and hate, Duo tries his best to make sense of Heero's apparently senseless actions.
Every Nameless Soldier
Warnings: Cuss words, grotesque imagery, may actually make you think.
Rated: R (language, imagery)
Summary: The civilians in a war are not the only people who are hurt. There are always those nameless soldiers, the people who are never recognized for what they do, the people that die bitterly and full of hate. (It sounds like a poem from Heero's POV. I never noticed that before o.O)
This poem won the Nanashi 2K award for Best Poem!
Dark Red Night
Warnings: Odd dark humor, rhyming, death, yadda yadda ^_~
Summary: A poem on the world's perkiest Goth. Took me an hour to write, I went to bed at 3:00 AM (::mutters about muses with no sense of timing whatsoever::).
Bearer of Peace
Warnings: Sheer insanity, blood, and bitterness.
Summary: It's sort of like a weird, bobbing archaic Duo. A harlequin? Why not!
Vaguetries
Warnings: Kinda 1X2-ish, though you don't have to interpret it that way.
Summary: Heero wonders about the right and wrong of making promises he doesn't understand.
ZS04/01
Warnings: none, really, except that it's angstish
Summary: The first part of a series of poems describing Quatre's and Heero's battle while in outer space, Quatre under control of the ZERO System.
Ghost of Your Heart
Warnings: I don't know whether it's sappy, angsty, or sucky...
Summary: Pick any pairing in the cosmos between a soldier and anyone else, and you get this.
Ghost Town
Warnings: It would be angst if it weren't so detached, but there's a little ickle bloody part, and if you catch it, there's a definite 1X2 reference.
Summary: Heero wanders a ghost town till he's called away, by...
dream sequence [reality]
Warnings: 2X1 poem. Dark, twisted, weirdly sweet. You'll read it and wonder if I'm on speed. (I swear I'm not, though.)
Summary: War, strife, echoes of the past, and closure given by prussian blue.
Warnings: Hell of a lot of bitterness, other than that, nothing really.
Summary: Sincerity and phoniness -- the death of someone famous, and the death of someone no one really wanted -- a Gundam pilot contemplates what his death will mean, and doesn't much like what he concludes.
Warnings: Oh, if you look hard enough you'll see some shonen ai, but if you're obtuse enough you can mange to miss it. Other than that, nothing except an excess of nature metaphors
Summary: Reflections on what drove the Gundam pilots to do the extraordinary things that they did, set pat in this poem form. (See title for hint as to your friendly webmistress's beliefs.) It's longish, but it's been a while since I last wrote, so it makes me insanely happy. This one's a special favorite for me.
